Meeting Annie 

Many find it difficult to understand me. Overall, just a slow warmer. It will take time and effort to peel of these layers.

I'm a deadly person. More deadly than you'll ever think. Don't let this face fool you, as I can be the complete extreme opposite. Though, "can be" doesn't mean I am. My nature is still the same but I'm no girl who can be fooled, cheated on, criticized or disrespect or you'll find yourself in a difficult situation. There are four types of people: normal-simple, simple-unique, normal-complicated and unique-complicated. I'm the far extreme from normal and simple. I'm different and complicated. What a nice combination huh? Honestly, this life isn't easy to withhold but since the day I was born, I knew I was born to a complicated situation. The situation has gotten more complicated as I grew up. I regret not following the situation all along and now it's piling up on me. Many regrets but you just have to deal. That's life.

I'm a very poetic person. I say the simplest yet the deepest phases and expect people to read between the lines and understand the story behind what I say. I hate making things really clear. Yes, I'm a bitch like that. Yet I expect people to give me clear and straight up answers. I hate guessing. I'm a contradiction and hypocrite, I admit but life is full of contradictions, might as well play the role right.

There's a ultimate reason to why I do the things I do and it gets scary at times. Not only that there's a truth behind the surface. To my actions, there's truth behind the truth. What comes out is only the truth behind the surface but ultimately there's a deeper intention to it. But after all, I'm just doing this for the person's good. I'm a true Aries in nature - impulsive, spontaneous, forgetful, caring, generous, selfless, artistic, sensitive, passionate and high maintenance. I can get into an argument with someone and forget about the anger in 10 seconds while the other person is still offended and heated up. Not like I've forgotten what happened, I just never cared to begin with. I argue for the sake of arguing and that's me. I like to pick fights. I like to cause drama, unless the situation pulled my strings; then I argue over beliefs.  And that can bug me a lot. If I ever get on your nerves, picking a fight with me over my beliefs is a good way to get me really mad. LOL

I bottle problems up and when things get bottled up, it would eventually explode one day and that's where my deadly nature comes from. I say I'm over it but somewhere in my memory, the issue is still there. I don't consider this holding a grudge but this is what you're gonna have to deal with when you're dealing with an Aries. I can't seem to snap at someone while the problem is in the process of running. I like to hold my cools and observe the problem. Given me time to think it through, and I'll know how to handle it later on. I don't go too well with people who don't understand me intellectually because they would piss me off. And trust me, you don't wanna get me pissed.

I'm a very revengeful person, especially when it comes to my friends. Don't do them wrong or you'll find eyes on you wherever you go and you better watch out for the action to strike you any minute. My revenges aren't seen, neither could it be sensed and when it comes at you, it'll kill you from the inside out. However, revenge for me only happens in big situations and when I say big, it has to be a death situation big. Not stupid breakups or little problems. I have no time for those. 

I don't normally hate. If you ask me if I hate anyone right now, I can't even list one. I dislike people yeah but hate has to be always on your mind. And hating would just mean that I think about it day and night. Screw it, I have no time for it. 

Off all that, I'm a very self centered person, I would say. I long found my worth and things has to be my way. I enjoy the feeling of having people reason to "because of you". Though, I can't offer this to everyone but I feel that I make a difference. Relationships wise, I don't mind being a rebound for this reason because I know I won't be replaceable. It's just too difficult to find another me in this world. Not that she doesn't exist but to have the same mentality and experiences, it's not that easy. At times I would say I enter people's lives to make a difference and most of the time is to help them with life lessons, as I think I'm a very inspirational person.

Artistic, as I am, I can be really dramatic with my appearance and I don't feel odd at all. Towards fashion, my attitude is "you're wearing the clothes, don't let the clothes wear you". So who cares if it suits you or not? If you like it, buy it! If you have the personality, the shirt would eventually grow with you. It would become something that other people see and point at and say "hey, Annie that's so you!". And your reaction is "nah, I don't like that shirt. I like my shirts more" but really it's a similar style. Make the style yours. For this reason I hate shopping with indecisive people, especially Libras!!!! Off the fashion, I'm a makeup, skincare and jewelry freak! I love jewelry and I just can't settle for less than good quality because I know jewelry too well. 

I'm a very moralistic, materialistic, superficial, and cultured person. Though, it may not be the best qualities, I feel that it's my substances within and that's where my worth stands. I know how to act on these flaws and turn them into qualities. Many might not agree but one thing about me is that I can careless about what others think, except for one person; I will always care about what he thinks and he's my biggest motivation to improve. Improvement is a big part of my ambitious side, I always strive to improve in all aspects of life. If I can't do it today, I have to be able to do it tomorrow. I have to look better than how I looked a month ago. I have to date a better person than my ex. Those are my standards with little exceptions.

I believe in fate, I do. I believe that everything has its place and time. What's meant to be yours will be yours in one form or another. It's just a matter of time. Time is essential yet time is not something that we can control. The furthest humans can reach is not the moon or any unknown planet, it's time. No matter how much you try to race time, it's always ahead of you. When we come to think about this moment, this moment is already the past and embedded in our history. Time slips by like the sand through our fingers. It cannot be held in place. I believe fate are opportunities. It's there when the time comes and at a certain place in life, yet destiny is a choice, take it or leave it. Fate can't be controlled yet destiny is within your grasp. So today, here I am forever waiting for the place and time, to play my role and enter an everlasting fairytale. Although, I know it's not gonna come, I still have faith for a miracle to happen.

Eyes don't lie but mines are one of the exceptions. Your eyes is the screen to your heart and I can read them like no tomorrow. Hence, I have this attraction to eyes. I believe behind every screen, there's a beautiful story within. My eyes are deep and a screen that's filled with love yet as a deadly person, my eyes have layers of screens. I'll let you view what's inside but if you wanna know how I feel towards you, my eyes aren't the best place for answers. 

My heart has long been broken into pieces that's buried six feet under. I've once tried to dig for it but I haven't gotten too far. However, even with a broken piece my heart, I'm still able to contribute to a relationship. Despite, my heart isn't a whole and missing something, I've never treated anyone untruthfully. A broken piece still has its sparks. Agree?

I'm a stubborn person. If I believe in something, I cannot be influenced in any way. I hate it when I'm challenged about my beliefs; it's ignorance but that's how I am. I hate it especially when my personality is doubted or challenged because that's my biggest belief within. You can say anything about me physically but don't mention my personality. It's flawed and imperfect but it's full enough to play my role.

If you ask me if I'm a happy or sad person, I would tell you that I'm a sad person with happy times. One thing I hate about myself is that I can't be too selfish. If I need to hurt someone to make myself happy I can never do that. But I'll do anything to hurt myself for the benefit of others, even if that means hurting them surface wise. Guilt is not something everyone can handle but I would do it to myself for someone I truly care about. But this have been used and it was taken for granted. It would take a super special person for me to take this action again.

I have a very immature side and never know how to handle myself because I tend to say that wrong things to people. I'm the worst person to go to for comforting words, if I truly cared, I would not speak and just give you food. That's the only way I know how to control my blunt words. Ultimately, I'm only blunt to those I care about. If I didn't care, I can find myself very fake. Though, I love cooking. I rarely cook and when I do, there's a purpose revolving around someone. Through food, I believe the person can taste the love, sincerity, care, passion, sweet and effort. If that can't be tasted, then you overestimated my will to give.

Overall, if you understand this personality beyond the words tell, you'll understand the true intentions. It all comes down to an Aries nature.